almost got forgotten by the world

have u ever felt that u r ignored bcoz ppl have to respect u but they dont want to?....actually i would have reacted more violantly but these guys r good....i feel that i am the worst possible guy in this whole scene....when u want to act normal but every actiooooon of urs is taken as a token of give and take relationship is what i hate.....ppl measure ur capabilities bout their needs and do the friendship accordingly...by their behaviour it will be displayed that they r happy with u or not......mostly they r unhappy bcoz as am the senior so they r supposed to show respect....now the point is the points for which i may earn a quarter of respect is bcoz of my singing abilities with the help of which i did pretty good no of rock shows in the campus and is known by the so called stoners of our campus...the problem is that they act so normal....acting normal is bad.....they act normal bcoz they dont kno me very well and viceversa......they r not good enough friend to accept ur raw form.....

proof of ..."god do not exist"(utterly butterly crap)

if u love to believe that god do exist ....then plz dont read this......ok so others ....can u really tell me when actually do we remember god or need god's help???......it is when we are dependent on others descision.....to make ur own descision u dont need he help of god.....for example people generally pray to god before any exam so that the paper which is set by some unknown soul on earth is easy...or the person sitting beside, know all the answers...or nothing wrong happen in the exam so that the authority punish him/her.....so as u see we need god so that the other people make the descisions so that this poor chap is helped.......for taking his descisions no god is needed.......so if u think from the descision makers point of view....he hardly considers these cases and work according to his benefits.......so where is god?......god has no job in this world.....here people takes descissions .......excuse me, can u plz telll me the correct spelling for descisions?.....coz i think till now i have typed some three different spelling for that word" ".....ok now coming back to the topic ,,,,,as we speak ....people now a days dont really care bout others and take descisions on their own will........
Hence prooved...there is no god