@ the end

location: my den
mood: scholarly
track: silence

google is amazing.....a bit scary too....i can see the centrally a/c world coming in 30 years....now that a scholarrrrrrrrrr

@ sony vaio

location: room no 193,5th block NITK
mood:social

well i can feel the soft pressure of the keys in the tip of my fingers...as i type this meaningless words....this is not mine ...but there is no harm in taking the pleasure out of it...ahhhhhhhhhhh.....those extra "h" are bcoz of my love for "sony".well i have opened all my net social networks and doing a random search for new ppl....loving it.....to see how ppl changed towards good and me towards bad.....sshhhhhhhhhhhh

pursuit of laziness

location : dip's room
track : river of deceit (mad season)
mood : lazy

was supposed tp do a lot of work today...did some ..ditched some ...why? .....laziness ...what else...this laziness made me sleep from 1:30 pm to 4:30pm .......my time is less as i described earlier and am still unmoved .....
and am talking to weird ppl......am not entertained by their presence but gives me pleasure of talking to someone who is eager to talk to me .......she did coke yesterday ...two lines ....and she is planning to do acid somedays later ....may god help her have a good trip ..or else......exactly!!!

Start me!!!!!!!

location : VLSI lab of my dept
time: 13:30 hrs
mood: frustrated

this is the time of deciding my career as i need to finish this fucking project by 15th ....and 14th i have an exam of which i have no damn clue ....and all of this is in this month ....oh yeah i forgot another task ,...i need to prepare a report and present a seminar on Artificial Intellegence!!!!!!!!!!!!!.........fuck fuck fuck ...and all am doing these days is relax and smoking up.....how late will i be?????? ......today am here with a mission ....to rig up the circuit that my guide told me .....i was supposed to do this in the weekend ..but i didnt...and am too angry bcoz ginani fucker didnt keep his words****#### ...........fuck .So before i bang my head on the computer screen i should leave this place....oh ya for my lovers and admirers : I shaved my head for the third time in 1 week .....am looking like Joe Satriani from my point of view but as my fellow junior said ..." u look like lord voldemort man!!!!!!!! "

wackypedia of magic mushroom

Psilocybin mushrooms(magic mushroom)

From Wackipedia, the free and faulty encyclopedia

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Psilocybe azurescens

Psilocybe cubensis

Psilocybin mushrooms (also called psilocybian mushrooms) are fungi that contain the psychedelic substances psilocybin and psilocin, and occasionally other psychoactive tryptamines. There are multiple colloquial terms for psilocybin mushrooms, the most common being magic mushrooms or 'shrooms.

worthless details:History

Several mesolithic rock paintings from Tassili n'Ajjer (a prehistoric North African site identified with the Capsian culture) have been identified by author Giorgio Samorini as depicting the shamanic use of mushrooms, possibly Psilocybe. Hallucinogenic species of Psilocybe have a long history of use among the native peoples of Mesoamerica for religious communion, divination, and healing, from pre-Columbian times up to the present day. Mushroom-shaped statuettes found at archaeological sites seem to indicate that ritual use of hallucinogenic mushrooms is quite ancient. Mushroom stones and motifs have been found in Mayan temple ruins in South America, though there is considerable controversy as to whether these objects indicate the use of hallucinogenic mushrooms or whether they had some other significance with the mushroom shape being simply a coincidence. More concretely, a statuette dating from ca. 200 CE and depicting a mushroom strongly resembling Psilocybe mexicana was found in a west Mexican shaft and chamber tomb in the state of Colima .

The relatively easy availability of hallucinogenic Psilocybe from wild and cultivated sources has made it among the most widely used of the hallucinogenic drugs.

ohsweetmother:Effects

As with many psychoactive substances, the effects of psychedelic mushrooms are subjective and unpredictable. A common misconception, even seen in the professional environment, is that the effects experienced from psilocybin are due to a poisonous nature of the compound, yet the National Institute for Occupational Safety and Health, a branch of the Center for Disease Control, rated psilocybin less toxic than Aspirin. The intoxicating effects of psilocybin-containing mushrooms typically last anywhere from 3 to 7 hours depending on dosage, preparation method and personal metabolism

The experience is typically inwardly oriented, with strong visual and auditory components.Visions and revelations may be experienced,

and the effect can range from exhilarating to distressing. There can be also a total absence of effects, even with large doses. This depends on the species (and to a much lesser degree the strain) of mushroom, substrate they grew from, the quality of the yield and conditions of growth.

A single dried mushroom of one of the common Psilocybe cubensis variety. When bruised, it will often turn a bluish or purplish color; however, this is not a suitable indicator of the presence of psilocin, seeing as a number of poisonous mushrooms also have cyanic reactions to bruising.

As with other psychedelics such as LSD, the experience, or "trip," is strongly dependent upon set and setting. A negative environment could likely induce a bad trip, whereas a comfortable and familiar environment would allow for a pleasant experience.

Physical

Typical doses may cause a number of small effects, such as loss of appetite. Higher doses (typically 2½ grams and above) cause numerous effects such as feelings of coldness, numbness of the mouth and adjacent features, nausea, weakness in the limbs (making locomotion difficult), excessive yawning which usually occurs during the come-up, swollen features and pupil dilation.

Sensory

As with many hallucinogens, the sensory effects are often the most dramatic of the experience. Common doses cause effects such as a noticeable feeling of heaviness, relaxation, enhancement and contrasting of worldly colors, strange light phenomena (such as auras around lights sources), surfaces that seem to ripple, shimmer, or breathe, and other such visual hallucinations.The sense of smell too can become heightened.

Higher doses elicit a variety of intensified and distinct perceptual changes: complex open and closed eye visuals of form constants or images, objects that warp, morph, or change solid colors (juxtaposed with the free-flowing colors of LSD), a sense of melting into the environment, trails behind moving objects, and auditory hallucinations.

Sounds seem to be heard with increased clarity; music, for example, can often take on a profound sense of cadence and depth. Intriguingly, some users speak about the feeling of their senses overlapping or synesthesia, a rather interesting experience wherein the user perceives, for example, a visualization of color upon hearing a particular sound. The surface detail of everyday objects is viewed with increased acuity.Unusual natural designs, such as wood grain, flow like rivers. Interesting textures can be quite stimulating to some users. A simple action such as pouring water into a glass can be extremely visually stimulating.

Dr. Frank van der Heijden at the Vincent van Gogh Institute for Psychiatry in the Netherlands claims brief psychotic disturbances, such as transient hallucinations and dysperceptions are more common in psilocybin mushroom users than in nonusers.^[12]

Emotional

Feelings of bliss, relaxation, wonder, anxiety, sadness, or fear have all been reported. Some users may experience intense episodes of hilarity, such as laughing for the duration of the psychedelic experience. Emotions can be experienced with increased sensitivity.

Higher doses carry the increased possibility of a surreal event known as ego death, whereby the user loses the sense of boundaries between their self and the environment, creating a sort of perceived universal unity. Users may experience intense feelings of connectivity with a higher power. Contradictory emotions, such as euphoria and despair, can be experienced simultaneously. A sense of paranoia may be present, and if provoked enough, could culminate into a bad trip. However, the possibility of a bad trip happening can be reduced by a comfortable set and setting.

In 2006, the US government funded a randomized and double-blinded study by Johns Hopkins University,studied the spiritual effects of psilocybin mushrooms. The study involved 36 college-educated adults who had never tried psilocybin nor had a history of drug use, and had religious or spiritual interests; the average age of the participants was 46 years. The participants were closely observed for eight-hour intervals in a laboratory while under the influence of psilocybin mushrooms. One-third of the participants reported the experience was the single most spiritually significant experience of their lifetimes and more than two-thirds reported it was among the top five most spiritually significant experiences. Two months after the study, 79 percent of the participants reported increased wellbeing or satisfaction; friends, relatives, and associates confirmed this. The study also found "about a third of subjects reported significant fear, with some also reporting transient feelings of paranoia."

Psychological

Common experiences typically exhibit changes such as an increased ability to concentrate on memories,feelings of time dilation,abstract and distractive thought patterns (can cause indecisiveness), phonetic experimentation with vowels, consonants, or click consonants (known as glossolalia), and epiphanies about life. In a way, mushrooms allow what would typically be bypassed by the brain's own natural filters to be magnified, along with the ideas and emotions that may accompany such thoughts. This can be seen as both good and bad, as it may allow for an ease of the ability to focus on stressful matters, or it could also lead to a bad trip.

as u kno the above things....kno this also :Health dangers

Though magic mushrooms are not addictive, they can have severe psychological consequences especially when taken with alcohol and cannabis.In The Netherlands 128 were hospitalized in 2006, up from 70 in 2005.

How to prepare without anyones notice :Dosage

Dosage of mushrooms containing psilocybin depends on the potency of the mushroom (the total psilocybin and psilocin content of the mushrooms), which varies significantly both between species and within the same species, but is typically around 0.5-2% of the dried weight of the mushroom. A typical dose of the rather common species, Psilocybe cubensis, is approximately 1 to 2 grams,^[19] corresponding with 10 to 25 milligrams psilocybin and psilocin, while about 2½ to 5 grams^[19] dried material or 25 to 50 milligrams of psilocybin/psilocin is considered a heavy dose. Fresh mushrooms are approximately 90% water. Drying the mushrooms breaks down the psilocin much faster, thus shifting the psilocybin/psilocin ratio. Exposure to heat generally breaks down the psychoactive ingredients. When eaten dry, 1 to 1.5 grams of mushrooms provide a small "trip" that can last up to 3 hours. The effects then are relatively mild, depending on the tolerance of the subject. With 3 to 3.5 grams one experiences a strong and solid trip which can last more than 5 hours.

Maximum effect is achieved by eating them alone on an empty stomach, as the intestines will be unoccupied and ready to effectively absorb whatever comes their way. Grinding dried mushrooms and loading them into gel capsules greatly increases speed of onset of effects, as being a powder, more mushroom surface area is exposed to the digestive process.

Now the best part :Legal status

Psilocybin and psilocin are listed as Schedule I drugs under the United Nations 1971 Convention on Psychotropic Substances.^[20] Schedule I drugs are drugs with a high potential for abuse that have no recognized medical uses. The classification of psilocybin mushrooms as a schedule 1 drug has come under criticism because "shrooms" are considered soft drugs with a low potential for abuse. Parties to the treaty are required to restrict use of the drug to medical and scientific research under strictly controlled conditions. Most national drug laws have been amended to reflect this convention (for example, the US Psychotropic Substances Act, the UK Misuse of Drugs Act 1971 and Drugs Act 2005, and the Canadian Controlled Drugs and Substances Act), with possession and use of psilocybin and psilocin being prohibited under almost all circumstances, and often carrying severe legal penalties.

Possession and use of psilocybin mushrooms, including the bluing species of Psilocybe, is therefore prohibited by extension. However, in many national, state, and provincial drug laws, there is a great deal of ambiguity about the legal status of psilocybin mushrooms, as well as a strong element of selective enforcement in some places. The legal status of Psilocybe spores is even more ambiguous, as the spores contain neither psilocybin nor psilocin, and hence are not illegal to sell or possess in many jurisdictions, though many jurisdictions will prosecute under broader laws prohibiting items that are used in drug manufacture. A few jurisdictions (such as the US states of California, Georgia, and Idaho) have specifically prohibited the sale and possession of psilocybin mushroom spores. Cultivation of psilocybin mushrooms is considered drug manufacture in most jurisdictions and is often severely penalized, though some countries and one US state have ruled that growing psilocybin mushrooms does not qualify as "manufacturing" a controlled substance.

On October 12, 2007 Dutch authorities officially banned the sale of all hallucinogenic mushrooms.

you can do :Drug trade

Production

It is not difficult to cultivate Psilocybe mushrooms (esp. Psilocybe cubensis). The legal availability of spores and mycelium varies by country and state. Most of the other supplies needed for mushroom cultivation (mason jars, potting supplements, rye, brown rice flour) are easily obtained. One can also purchase kits through the mail or Internet that include everything one needs for personal growing. These grow kits are often used by amateur growers, with varying rates of success and yields; contamination of the supplies is a common problem.^{[citation needed]}

Trafficking

Because mushrooms can be grown indoors (namely Psilocybe cubensis and Panaeolus cyanescens), they are generally grown within the same national borders as they are sold. There have been few high-profile cases of mushroom producers and traffickers being caught and prosecuted.

The potency of mushrooms can vary greatly depending on the growing conditions, and buyers of mushrooms run the risk of ingesting a poisonous, mis-identified species, or being cheated by substitutions or cutting of the mushrooms with other, non-psychedelic varieties, or by non-psychedelic varieties laced with other psychedelics, most often LSD (in areas where LSD is plentiful, but Psilocybin mushrooms are more difficult to find).

now plz start this ......hahahahahaha

Thesis of "BONGS"

Overview

There are two kinds of Bengalis that I know. Probashi or Expatriate Bengalees, a fairly large and diverse group about which I can't write as I am one of them. And Bengalees who are from Kolkata. This group is incorrectly known as Bongs, as they are merely a subset. However, this is the only group which matters. Gokhale told of them, long years back, 'What Bengal thinks today, India thinks tomorrow.' To which Rene Descartes responded, 'I think (today), therefore I am (Bengali).' Like all other Nobel Prize Winners, Oscar Awardees and most successful Indian cricket captains, Rene Descartes was also a Bong (this fact is not known outside of Kolkata).

Physical Description: The Bong has a large head, glasses, glistening hair and dark skin. Older Bongs develop an ample stomach to balance their large heads. This happens by the age of 25. They smell of Keo Karpin hair oil. The average life expectancy is 65 years. What is even more impressive is what they do in those years. Outside Kolkata, regardless of weather, sex or age, Bongs can be seen in Monkey Caps. This is a must-have accessory as well as a sign to recognize other Bongs. (please see second update for more). The Bongling can often be recognised in either over-sized or under-sized school uniforms. The Bong mother's second biggest fear (See diet for the biggest one) is that the 'porer bochor o lomba hoye gele abar notun skirt kinte hobe!!' or 'Next year, if you grow taller, we'll again have to buy a new skirt!!' Thus, the school uniform is selected to last at least three years. Thus the uniform sits as conspicuously on the Bongling as the plumage ! of a macaw.

Early Years: While most Bongs are born with innate talents in singing, dancing, painting, film-making, cooking or embroidery, their creative talents are honed even before they can start speaking. Frequent meets are organised between infants and their successful ancestors and other relatives. MA degrees (preferably from Cambridge , at least from Presidency or Jadobpoor) are displayed over the cots. The infant is exposed to the best of Bengali thought - Marx, Bentham, Kalidas, Tolstoy, Chekov*. This increases the sizes of their heads and the height of their ambitions. Similar examples, though rare, can be found in European tradition as well, like in the case of Mozart. In India , however, Bongs have the sole preserve on such activity during infancy. Soon, when they grow up a little, their characters are honed in the best of schools. Here, I am not referring to the South Points, La Marts, Don Boscos , Xaviers and all. They are important in the nurture a Bong child goes through. What is even more important are the schools the Bong child passes through before school and after school. Many a Bong child wakes up at five o'clock in the morning to attend swimming classes. After one hour of swimming, he attends tennis coaching before rushing off to one of the South Points, LaMarts etc. mentioned above. School finishes by two or so, from where he scoots along to Singing/ Instrumental Music/ Dance Classes, then tuition (for at least three of all five subjects). He rounds off the day with coaching on either Debating or Quiz.

Many a Bong mother will carry the child along through this day, feeling equally energised. This behaviour is again not restricted to Bongs. It also seen within kangaroos in Australia who rush along from one clump to another bush.

Growing up: Soon the Bong attains adolescence, doesn't find friends of his age (since everyone is competing for the Nobel Prize or the Indian captaincy) and finds intimacy in conversation in his/her parents and poems of T.S.Eliot and Pablo Neruda. When school ends, they move on to the good colleges- Presidency, Xavier's or IIT Kharagpur. The best of them, though, move straight to Joo (Jadobpoor). However, in recent years, Dilli (Stephen's obviously) is becoming the preferred destination for some escapists. In colleges, they decorate their rooms with books or portraits of Robi Guru (Tagore). On the opposite wall, men would have posters of Che/Maradona and women would have Enrique Iglesias, thus expressing solidarity with Latin American culture. All of them share equal interest in the Bong-Rock (Bhumi, Chondrobindu, Cactus, Pink Floyd, Led Zeppelin and Deep Purple).

Later Years: Bongs mature early. Critics have said that they grow old early, but that is nothing but old hat. Years of toil and Eliot would obviously bestow wisdom. The reason they look older is because the sole purpose of a Bong's life is to win the Nobel Prize or the Oscars (and in recent years, captain the Indian team). With great responsibility comes great age. Add to it the chlorine in the swimming pools and you know why Bongs grey prematurely. As far as their mission in life is concerned, they have been very successful at it. Every Indian Nobel Prize winner has been Bong (the others who weren't don't matter). So have the Oscar Awardees. And most successful Cricket Captains. And Bipasha Basu. Once Bongs have kids though, their mission on life changes. The only raision de'etre for them is making sure that their progeny achieves the heights that they could (or couldn't). Hence, they are mostly found outside of schools, colleges and tuition classes.

Diet: Diet is as important as Robindro Shongeet. There's nothing that a Bong can't eat. However, they prefer protein over other food groups. The largest source of protein for them is fish, then meat, and then mishti (sweets) made from milk. More than fish itself, it is the knowledge of fish which is coveted and enjoyed. Carbohydrates are tolerated if they are fried in oil or if it is accompaniment to fish. Luchis (somewhat like aPuri), Telebhajas (pakoras) and Phuchkas (Paani Puri) are the favoured source of carbohydrates. The young Bengali though invariably always has Farex, Lactogen and Waterbury 's Compound. As far as the most important meal of the day is concerned, please do note that what dieticians have been saying in the last few years, Bongs have known for centuries. Breakphast/tiphphin is an occasion where the entire family comes together, to watch the office-going Bong male and school-bound Bonglings eat. The Bong woman's biggest fear is that 'Shokale bhaat dal mach bhaaja na kheye beriye gailo' or 'In the morning, He went out without eating rice, dal and fish fry.' To round off the calories, Dal is often accompanied by aaloo bhaate, aaloo bhaja, potol bhaaja and various other heartily fried stuff. Not for the faint-hearted.

Mating and procreation: A few Bongs end up being in relationships, which lead to love marriage. This is sometimes shown in movies and song. However, most do not have any such social malignancy and end up marrying the woman of their mother's dreams or men of their father's choosing. This results in mixing the right genes for the next cycle of Bongs. Love marriage, by its very nature, is random. It sometimes results in tragedy, like marrying into another country (most often, India). Hence, it is avoided, wherever possible.

Social Life: Adda, robindro shongeet and cha....Repeat.

Do note that the young Bong doesn't have a social life (at least not till he wins the Nobel or gets a Government job). And phootball. the Bongs have had an illustrious history of achievement in football. Every para (neighbourhood) has stories of when they won the World Cup at the expense of the next one. The last time it happened in my parent's para was in 1986, when Argentina won in Mexico . Diego Maradona, who looks Bhodrolok enough, give or take a few lines of coke, scored famously using his hand, a skill which he learnt in Kolkata.Over the last few years, Brazil has been gladdening the hearts of many Zicos who were born in Kolkata around 1982-86. The only team which is not Bong is Germany as they play with more efficiency and no creativity, which thus is not amenable to adda. Do not ask of a Bong doing anything on the phootball field as then the Bong will keep you occupied about Jakarta ,1962. 'Chuni Goswami je Ball tule dilo PK ke. Match-er aagei bolechilo, 'Ekta Ball debo. Daam kore maarish. Gol hobe'.' Chuni Goswami put a football up for PK (Banerjee). He told him before the match itself, 'I will give you one ball. Hit it with a bang.Goal will happen.' Obviously, it is also the crowning moment of Indian phootball.

Habitat: While you may find a Bong in other places (like occasionally in offices), the best time to observe a Bong is in his natural habitat - the best of colleges, the best of schools, the best of coffee houses. It is here that he will tell you about Balzac while she will recite poetry with gay abandon. To mix in with the Bong, apply Keo Karpin to your hair and carry a jhola. Hopefully, they won't notice your small head. Do not worry about not knowing the language as the Bong likes being heard.

Famous Bongs: Many famous Bongs have been referred to in this extract. Hence, this section is used to debunk that big myth about Bongs. People believe that Bong men can't be hunky. If so, then what about Abhishek Bachchan (via mother), Saif Ali Khan (via mother), John Abraham (via girlfriend), Hritik Roshan (via grandmother).

Bongs in Literature, Film, Art: Everywhere you care to look.

Closing Word :

Being Bong at the end of the day is a state of mind. Or, a case of being discovered by them. Best of luck.

feels so stupid

am a bong i think i sometime forget that or dont try to remember it coz am missiing all the good parts of it......like attending the durga puja and buying new clothes for the occasion ....and missing the spirit of bengal while am working on my college lab ....so stupid

stranger than all the movies

the strangest movie that i have seen starts with a guy doing his usual norms in proper routine narrated by a female....SUDDENLY ...one day the guy starts hearing his narrators voice in his head.....and he consult some doctors and nothing happens ......and an phychedelic authors life is shown whose every novel ends wih the death of the hero .......thats the picture of the author who tells a sory bout a man whose life is full of tragedy.......

now one day he go concious as the girl in the head said something bout death......so he tries to live to the fulest and falls in love wih this beautiful female

see how these two are having fun.......before this th guy looked as dumb and lifeless as this

then suddenly by chance with the help of a fellow author friend of his he came to kno that the psychedelic author is writing a story which has a ending with the death of the hero and her voice is just like the voce in his head.......and he now tries desarately to meet this female who is oout to end his beautiful life with a death.....so when he meets this female she comes to kno what is happening actually and she get scared and she hands over the script to him and she finds out when she types something in her typewriter(to do the final copy of the story from rough)that thing happens in real life of that guy....

now this is fiction ....but good different fiction.....so finally the guy reads the end of the story and finds his death to be very nice and falls in love the story and tells the author not to change the ending ,and let him die......

........now for the last part check out the movie...hehe....

if the story sounds very confusing then its bcoz of my lack in simple sentence construction...the movie is extremely well made with good speacial effects

for more details check :http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0420223/

till then happy durga puja which starts from tomorrow

Layne Thomas Staley (music)

u must have heard him....when he screams in "love hate love".....if not then do it now....this guy can actually guide ur thought .....trust me it works with all of u....he was the lead vocalist and co-lyricist of the famous grunge band "alice in chains" http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Alice_in_Chains .Well this guy was also the frontman of the short lived band mad season.
His fellow band members in alice in chains include:
Jerry Cantrell,
Sean Kinney,
Mike Inez,
William DuVall
they recorded albums like:

Studio Albums: Facelift Dirt Alice in Chains TBA
EPs: We Die Young Sap Jar of Flies
Live Albums: MTV Unplugged Live

so dont be late and check them out........

if u want to kno bout the singer layne staley then click on this http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Layne_Staley

my personal favourite songs include:
dont follow
rooster
down in a hole
i stay away
nutshell
man in a box
love hate love

note:these albums are very rare these days ...if u r lucky u might find these....but buy it when u find it ......speacially the "mtv unplugged" one .....i will borrow it for a while and if u find the cassette of mtv unplugged then call me and leave the cassette for me or a better choice will be to gift it to me

born to kill (based on true story)

listening to :hey joe (led zeppelin)

this morning i heard this unbelievable story which goes just like this

Countess Erszebet Bathory was a breathtakingly beautiful, unusually well-educated woman, married to a descendant of Vlad Dracula of Bram Stoker fame. In 1611, she was tried - though, being a noblewoman, not convicted - in Hungary for slaughtering 612 young girls. The true figure may have been 40-100, though the Countess recorded in her diary more than 610 girls and 50 bodies were found in her estate when it was raided.
The Countess was notorious as an inhuman sadist long before her hygienic fixation. She once ordered the mouth of a talkative servant sewn. It is rumoured that in her childhood she witnessed a gypsy being sewn into a horse's stomach and left to die.
The girls were not killed outright. They were kept in a dungeon and repeatedly pierced, prodded, pricked, and cut. The Countess may have bitten chunks of flesh off their bodies while alive. She is said to have bathed and showered in their blood in the mistaken belief that she could thus slow down the aging process.
Her servants were executed, their bodies burnt and their ashes scattered. Being royalty, she was merely confined to her bedroom until she died in 1614. For a hundred years after her death, by royal decree, mentioning her name in Hungary was a crime.
Cases like Barothy's give the lie to the assumption that serial killers are a modern - or even post-modern - phenomenon, a cultural-societal construct, a by-product of urban alienation, Althusserian interpellation, and media glamorization. Serial killers are, indeed, largely made, not born. But they are spawned by every culture and society, molded by the idiosyncrasies of every period as well as by their personal circumstances and genetic makeup.
Still, every crop of serial killers mirrors and reifies the pathologies of the milieu, the depravity of the Zeitgeist, and the malignancies of the Leitkultur. The choice of weapons, the identity and range of the victims, the methodology of murder, the disposal of the bodies, the geography, the sexual perversions and paraphilias - are all informed and inspired by the slayer's environment, upbringing, community, socialization, education, peer group, sexual orientation, religious convictions, and personal narrative. Movies like "Born Killers", "Man Bites Dog", "Copycat", and the Hannibal Lecter series captured this truth.
Serial killers are the quiddity and quintessence of malignant narcissism.
Yet, to some degree, we all are narcissists. Primary narcissism is a universal and inescapable developmental phase. Narcissistic traits are common and often culturally condoned. To this extent, serial killers are merely our reflection through a glass darkly.

almost got forgotten by the world

have u ever felt that u r ignored bcoz ppl have to respect u but they dont want to?....actually i would have reacted more violantly but these guys r good....i feel that i am the worst possible guy in this whole scene....when u want to act normal but every actiooooon of urs is taken as a token of give and take relationship is what i hate.....ppl measure ur capabilities bout their needs and do the friendship accordingly...by their behaviour it will be displayed that they r happy with u or not......mostly they r unhappy bcoz as am the senior so they r supposed to show respect....now the point is the points for which i may earn a quarter of respect is bcoz of my singing abilities with the help of which i did pretty good no of rock shows in the campus and is known by the so called stoners of our campus...the problem is that they act so normal....acting normal is bad.....they act normal bcoz they dont kno me very well and viceversa......they r not good enough friend to accept ur raw form.....

holy lands bloom in my head (true story based)

there was a slight confusion in my mind that was am looking at is it for real...or is it just my imagination.....the imagination that calvin once had when he saw a dinosaur....well he actually didnt see it....it was his imagination....we 7 dazed and confused remained stuck with our pedals on the staircase leading to the spirit of nature.The place is called OM beach,gokarna,karnataka,india....ya its india.....but u will rarely find any indian over there except for the shack attendants.its worthless to descibe this in my words......this was in april 2007 ....although i made a recent visit there in september also ....was green and wet...........what else ....all u have already been there kno what i mean.......just listen to smooth jazz and relax

my views updated (utterly butterly crap)

the only thing that really pisses everyone be it anyone is cheating on him or her on materialistic basis i.e the things that u two are involved with.This conclusion i have been trying to get for a long time and two days back i got the answer.isnt it awekward that y didnt i post it earlier ...well thats my laziness and its also true that two things that prevent a person from doing a thing is fear and laziness.......chow